The pleasure of desecrating the sacred holy sacrament of our marital vows, the bliss knowing we were all committing adultery. intentionally sinning together.
I guess I was suppose to be angry, hurt, depressed or feel jealous watching her filled by him. After all her pussy, her cervix, her tits and her sexuality was supposed to be sacred and only available for me. The holy marital sacrament and our vows stated that it was mine and mine alone. Guess that was part of the reason seeing it being used by another man, felt so euphoric and pleasure a high above any drug experience ever.
My wife and I met in 2012. I was in the army still and married, she was living in our hometown which was four hours away. She had a son with a guy who ended up being sent to prison for beating up old people, so I enjoyed the idea of fucking his girl and all. But I fell in love with her. It went from talks, and sexual ideas and plans to I was in love with her. Still married to another unfortunately.
Sadly when we first started spending time together she had been messing around and seeing another guy, and even chose him over me once. I was driving back home to my hometown four hrs. away, and I met her, we started talking, and she was the same personality as me sexually, by what she was into. we fucked damn near ever weekend, and multiple times a day, we fucked on my wife’s car etc. Fucking her on the hood of my wife’s Toyota corolla was great, she is a BBW, and I sat her on the hood trying to dent it and leave cum stains on it from her. I wanted and tried to pound her so hard to dent it. And it did at times, though they popped out. I loved committing adultery with her and in public places and we were careless, we didn’t care who saw or where or what. it was great. Over time I got turned on to knowing that I was intentionally cheating on my wife, and committing adultery, and that gave me a rush and thrill, that every time I would fuck her I would cum so much more and deeper in her. And no condom, no birth control. Granted as much as we had been talking every night, sometimes all night and all day, I started falling in love with her anyway dated for about a year, I got her pregnant, she moved to where my wife and I was living. well I got out of the army on retirement at that time, they were experimenting with PTSD meds, Xanax longipin etc. about 7 months later after going to the doc and picking up meds, I went to college, don’t remember shit, blacked out, always did when took them. she bit me in the back of my neck because she was mad and I punched her. we split for about 8 months. we got back together I got her pregnant again. we had our 2nd daughter in 2016. however, found out that 2 months after we had her, she was actually cheating on me. I Didn’t find out until October 2019. She didn’t tell me either. I was pissed and hurt. but I came to the agreement with her she could fuck whoever wherever as long as I knew about it and it wasn’t a relationship. I always wanted multiple guys to run a train on her etc. she always wanted both holes used at same time. Well, we started it, she made me find the guys, and I did, first time they were in our garage, and she wanted me to join, I thought i would get pissed fight the guy etc., so I went inside. however, I started watching it on the cameras, and omfg it was the most euphoric thing ever. the idea of desecrating our marriage vows together, and the sacredness of the church on marriage, and all of us committing adultery together knowingly, willingly and accepting was beyond pleasure. then to add watching my wife have her holes and mouth used by another, after they were only supposed to be for me so great, so we did many more times. I joined a few, I sent her off a few, but goddamn it was great. And I was raised church of Christ and after family started bitching bout divorce with my first, and my wife being the town slut. They literally and got the church members and preacher s to lecture me that I was going to hell for committing adultery, if I divorced my ex, and if I stayed with her or had anything to do with her and our baby. I would be saved if I completely walked away and abandoned them both. That brought me to the desire to want to go to hell. I mean what God is worth anything to require the abandonment of a baby. Then I realized damn I committed adultery a lot. I fucked a man’s wife when I first go to Fort Hood in 2004. In their house and many other places and times. She said she had gotten pregnant and miscarried the baby and he wouldn’t touch her. So yeah. I would fill her bareback and try to impregnate her many many times. And yes, i knew it was a bible sin but felt great. But getting out of the army I had gotten free of the beliefs of Church. And even after our child was born it was many many episodes to try to convince me to leave them. So, I chose to leave Christ. To embrace the sin and blasphemy.
The forbidden sins were pointed out to me more than once. Menistraul Sex , which is sex while on a woman’s period, is condemned as one of the most unclean and unholy sex acts that can be committed. Shit, I mean after all me and my wife had many times had sex on her period, and in her ass. Which is all condemned. She literally was and I loved it. she told me that when we started talking who all and how, and damn she made me feel inexperienced. I used to make her cum nonstop back then.
But the thing when she cheated that hurt, was she told the dude my husband can’t get me off. That’s why I thought sex is sex. If I couldn’t get her off or satisfy her, why didn’t she deserve to have that still though. I had a cum phobia at first, and she wanted me if I didn’t join, to play with her after, and I wouldn’t kiss her till she used mouth wash. but after a couple months. I made her take his load in her mouth, and not let her swallow it. she was gagging it was so much, but then I had her slowly while still choking, drip it slowly on to her tits. The knowing his cum and seed were in her and on her felt so Goddamn great, knowing that I was sinning and defiling my marriage by the Christian holy sacrament. Hell, we even stuck our wedding rings deep inside her into his cum, and enjoyed knowing that as he came it would defile and desecrate them.
Once with one guy we shared her with as she held his cum in her mouth gagging, I let her drip it very slowly and made her stop from time to time, just to enjoy his cum choking her and gagging her, then I massaged his load all over, which oiled her tits up and they looked fucking great. Then she said you still won’t kiss me, well I did. I put my tongue so deep in her mouth and ran it all over.
Interracial and Same Sex Acts are forbidden and condemned. So because of this I didn’t care if she got pregnant by others back then, hell if I could have got a black dick in her I would have loved it. Especially if he got her pregnant. Imagine all those good old West Texas Christians, who think white women with black men is a damnation, its wrong and unclean and impure by the bible. We did have a safety rule that was no one could cum in her pussy, but still no condoms. But I started talking the guys on the side trying to get them to break the rule and stick in in and fill her that was 2020 and it was great times. We had our son in 2021 after her mom found out what we were doing and told her how Jesus was going to condemn her, and she stopped being fun. Now she has her tubes tied so now I want that pussy overflowing with cum if we ever get to plus she is into choking etc., as long as you follow her safe word, and to have her tits, even to where they were purple. That is usually what i do while she is getting fucked and all i love watching him pound her so hard her tits bounce and flap back and forth was fucking great. If you saw the other videos, you would see that was my focus. and my penis is s mall and i cum quick. if you noticed the video i had small. Well, she agreed last to do it, but then last minute flaked out saying she could trust anyone not to have a disease. i told her i would make sure that, and when she was younger and fucking and even with the guys we did, we did not stop to oh… she’s just become something that she’s not sexually active and it sucks. i hate it. I am begging to hate my sex life with her, we do it from time to time but it is the most boring, and feels like a job, i cant last forever now.
Embrace the Sin of Adultery. The euphoric pleasure of another man cock entering to sacred forbidden place only for the husband. The Christian Holy Marital Sacrament and vows being intentionally broken and with such pleasure…. To Be Continued.
Sinful Pleasures 